Carl jung

"Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart ...

Blurry vision of a sightless paramnesiac.

portal?

Portal:
A short vein that carries blood into the liver.

paramnesia

Paramnesia
a disorder of memory in which dreams or fantasies are confused with reality(psychiatry)

*Silent Screaming of an Unheard Paramnesiac

The Miser

The moment you become miserly you are closed to the basic phenomenon of life: expansion, sharing. The moment you start clinging to things, you have missed the target--you have missed. Because things are not the target, you, your innermost being, is the target--not a beautiful house, but a beautiful you; not much money, but a rich you; not many things, but an open being, available to millions of things.